mental breakdown!!!!

20/08/09
4.10 p.p

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you like
Im not real.
Didnt you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Heres what I have to say,
I was left to cry there
Waitin outside there
Grinnin with the lost stare,
Thats when I decided
Why should I care,
Cause you werent there,
When I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen.
Im startin to trip,
Im losin my grip
And Im in this thing alone.
Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebodys place?
When you turn around,
Can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
You used to hug me,
But that wasnt the case,
Everything wasnt okay.
I was left to cry there
Waitin outside there
Grinnin with the lost stare,
Thats when I decided
Why should I care?
Cause you werent there when I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen,
Im startin to trip Im losing my grip
And Im in this thing alone
Crying out loud
Im crying out loud
Open your eyes! Open up wide!
Why should I care?
Cause you werent there when I was scared
I was so alone (x2)


ak rse lagu ni seswai ngn mood ak ari nie...xtau la nape ak cm lost jew...damn!!!!!byk sgt yg ak pk kn...smp kdg2 ak da cm ilang arah lak...y??ak bnci ble ak d belenggu ngn prasaan yg sedih cm ni... fiuh!!!sedih???tp nape ak mst sedih??pe penyebab nye???soklan 2 ak sndr pn xde jwpn nye.... rse kehilangan ke? ya Allah...nape ak mst rse down cm ni??? how i need 2 cheer up myself??? wut i supposed 2 do??? arghhh!!!!!!! benci nye!!!! well...ak kne tng kn dri...tarik nafas dlm2(smbil tarik nafas)....berhenti utk sesaat(pause)....than hembus perlahan2(smbil m'hembus dgn tng nye)....ok! ak da tng skit skrg...chill....chill...fiuh...!!!!huhuhuhu... tp ntah la kn...mslh dtg n pergi...mslh timbul n tenggelam...tp jgn smp kte sndr lak yg tenggelam b'sme mslh...haru biru jd nye nnt...huhuhuhu...ntah la...ak xtau nk ckp cm ne ttg perasaan ak skrg...btl2 celaru...sume b'cmpur aduk...smp ak sndr xtau pe yg ak rse skrg...yg pntg ak cme rse down jew...!!!!!!!!!!!!