peredaran waktu...

wed 23/12/09
12:40p.m

2009 sudah benar2 berada d penghujung waktu..tggl x brape ari jew lg kte akan melangkah ke tahun baru...2010. cepat betul waktu berlalu...xterasa peredaran masa...begitu pantas. lebih kurang seminggu lagi kte akan melalui tahun baru yang bakal mengubah nasib kte yg seterusnya. nasib ak utk tahun 2010 blom d ketahui lg...baik atau buruk tetap ak terima dgn redha...

bersedia kah ak utk lalui tahun baru ini?apakah azam ak? ak sndri lom bersedia fzkal n mental utk
melangkah meninggalkan tahun 2009 nih...rasanya masih byk lg bnda yg ak ingin lakukan sebelum melangkah ketahun baru ini...kenapa masih blom tercapai...rasanye azam ak tahun ini terpaksa juga ak sambung utk tahun hadapan...semoga tahun 2010 nih impian ak aln tertunai...insya allah...

DEMI SEBUAH KEJAYAAN

Aku panjangkan langkahku setapak,
tinjuakan lagi perjalanan hidupku,
adakah kian hampit pada kejayaan?
atau aku akan tersungkur sebelum ajal ku?

pada alam aku melihat,
masih banyak lagi peluang yang tersisa,
Maha besar ciptaan Allah,
bumi yang tandus penuh kesuburan,
manusia yang miskin kaya kehormatan,
insan yang lemah penuh kesabaran,
apa lagi kekurangan yang ada?
sedang manusia lain tidak pernah bersyukur,
dikurnia bermacam benda,
diharap menolong yang kurang terdaya,
apa maknanya kenikmatan ini?

aku masih lagi terus melangkah,
mencari titik permulaan hidupku,
demi sebuah kejayaan,
aku insan yang lemah,
aku insan yang tidak kaya harta,
aku insan yang tiada emas pusaka,
aku cuma ada ilmu semata,
untuk mencari kehidupan yang sama,
walau penuh onak dan duri,
halangan tetap ditempuhi,
kerna aku tahu...
tanpa cabaran kejayaan takkan muncul,
dan aku akan terus mengorak langkah,
demi sebuah kejayaan....

7 dec 2009
1.55a.m

ranjau perjalanan

kususuri perjalanan ini,
yang masih panjang dan berliku,
kiri dan kanan penuh onak dan duri,
dihadapannya terserlah seribu ranjau,
dibelakangnya....
tak mungkin untuk aku berpaling lagi,
kerana kehidupan ini harus diteruskan,
walau sebisa manapun tusukan duri,
walau sebesar manapun onaknya,
namun...sudah pasti kurempuh jua,
tiada apa yang dapat menghalang,
langkahku harus dipanjangkan,
perlu dilebarkan seperti sayap sang burung,
terokai dunia yang mencabar ini....

5 dec 2009
12.25a.m

As of now:

6 nov 2009

4:21p.m

Your ex and You: eemm...ok jew...as a fren...
I am listening to: music..
Maybe I should:go to sleep rite now...coz i got fever...
I love: my self, my family n my frens
My best friend(s): siti nur afidah, noor afzan, siti hajar, s.nafisah, g n nurul aina.
I don't understand: ble org leh bertukar2 psgan sesuka ati, kwn mkn kwn, n also org yg xreti nk respect org len...
I have lost my respect for: org yg xrespect dri die sndr...
The meaning of my display name is: a lot of happiness...hehehehe
I will always be: simple person
Love seems to: perfect gal..hehehee
I never ever want to lose:my family, frens n wut i had now...
I get annoyed when: when they annoyed me 1st...
Do you like parties?: sumtimes...
Today I:stay at home, on9 facebook, take a medicine coz i got fever n also take a nap...
I wish: i will b a inspector police...insya allah...
Are you neat or sloppy?: neat...
What kind of clothes do you like?: a simple but nice...
Are you mad at someone?: no...
What do you do in your spare time: on9 facebook...hehehe...hangout mit my frens...
Do you have any medical problems?: nop....
What kind of car do you have/want?: myvi
Do you like to read? What?: yup...of coz...novels...
Do you cook?: yup...i luv cooked...so much..
Would you do drugs?: no lah...not healthy...
Have you ever written a song?: de...de 3 buah lagu ak tulis...
Do you like poetry?:yup...suke sgt3...
Have you written poetry?:yup...byk da de dlm simpanan ak...
Have you dated someone older than you?: no...hope not la kn...
How much older?:xde lah!!!!

First:

First crush : M.K.I.D...huhuhu
Very FIRST memory? : eemmm...x ingat laaa...
First person you had a fight with?: ngn bestfren ak la...ngn sape lg nk gado klu bkn ngn dia...men pn ngn dia so gado pn mst ngn dia...hahaha
First time you rode a bike?: mse umo ak 6 thun...
First car: nek de la...tp klu car sndri lom de lg...
First person you slow danced with: slow dance xde..tp fast dance de la...tarian hindustan partner ngn mickey...huhuhu
If your house was on fire, first thing you'd grab?: my cellfon to call a bomba...
First Movie You Saw: cabin fever...
First time you were afraid: mne la nk ingt...ak pn mmg penakut gak sbnr nye....huhu
First song you remember listening to: lupe lgu apa...tp group KRU n faminin...
First thing you'd do with 5 million dollars: shopping n saving.
First thing you notice when you look in the mirror?: cmn e la rupe ak ari ni..huhu
First impression of your bf/gf?: erkk!!!

personal

6 nov 2009

4:10p.m

Last time you saw your father : 20 years ago b4 my dad passed away...

Do people think you're weird?: sumtimes they told me that i'm so weird n hard to understand my attitude...

Are any of your friends mad at you?: xtau la...xde kot...sbb ak da lme x jmp diorg...huhuhu

What's one new thing you'd like to try?: jelajah seluruh negara....

Would you get married before 19?: nop...now i'm 23...so impossible la kn...huhuhu

Can you crack your neck?: cannot...dunno how 2 do it...

Are you a bully? O_o: huhuhu...time skol dlu slalu gak buli...tp x truk sgt pn...buli2 manja...hahahaha

Do you type fast?: yup...leh jd secretary tau..hahaha

Do you get mad easily?: sgt senang utk marah...tp senang gak utk sejuk...klu marah pn jrg tnjuk kn yg ak marah...ak lbh suka diam kn dri klu ak marah...huhuuu

Do you like getting hyper?:yup...

Do you like making kids cry?:sumtimes klu yg degil mmg ak akn usik die smp nangis...as a lesson kata kn...wakakakaka
Who's your best friend?: siti nur afidah, noor afzan, siti hajar, sh.nafisah, nurul aina n g.

What is the longest relationship you were in?: plg lme pn 2thun jew...2 pn mse skol dlu...

Misc:-

6 nov 2009

4:05p.m

Describe Yourself In One Word: simple
Biggest Fear: relationship n marriage...
Biggest Mistake: falling in luv..
#1 Priority In Your Life: my family
Dream Job: inspector police
Causes You Believe In: emmm....wut???
Special Talents: dunno...need 2 ask my family or fren..
Where Are You Right Now: at my home...
Where Would You Rather Be: my room...
Famous Person You Want To Meet: faizal tahir..
Place To Visit Before You Die: makkah
Song Played At Your Funeral:pakai buang-stacy n becinta-faizal tahir n also bengang-akim
What are you listening to right now?: no..i'm not listening anything...

What makes you happy:ma frens, family, vanilla coke, novels n ma journal...

What did you do yesterday: juz stay at home...on9 facebook...

Won any awards?: mse skool dlu lew...in olahraga...

Are you a good driver?: not yet until i get my licience..

Are you double jointed?: wut?

Last time you showered?:kol 12.30 td...

What's the last dream you remember?: a lot of everything...

What side of the bed do you sleep on?:left side...

Do you dress up on Halloween?: nop...xsmbut lew halloween nih...

Are you outgoing or introverted?:i'm outgoing...

Do you ever wish you were famous?: xnk la...nnt xde privacy...i like a really simple life...

Have you ever done anything illegal?:no...i'm a gud gal..hehehehe

Where will you be 12 hours from now?:tdo......

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?:eemm...sumtimes...

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?:not sure...let me check my wardrobe 1st..

Is it easy for people to make you smile?:yup...juz make a joke...

Does anyone hate you for no reason?:i dunno...lantak lew...i dun mind bout that...

Can you make yourself cry?: sumtimes when i feel down 2 earth...

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?:6 hours

Is your life simple or complicated?: simple...

Are you taller than 5'4"?:yup...5'5"

What color are your socks?: have many of colors...

Have u ever????

6 nov 2009

4:00 p.m

Stolen Anything: sum1 heart may b...hahahaha
Been Drunk Before Noon: omg! no alchohol...
Got Caught Telling A Lie: hehehe...sumtimes...tp slalu nye mmg kantoi lew klu nk menipu...
Been Arrested:nop..
Cheated On A Test: tipu lew klu ak x pnh wat...de la jgk...
Cheated In A Relationship: sumtimes utk kebaikan kedua blah phak...xsume bnd leh bgtau...kdg2 pembohongn utk kebaikan bersama mgkin wajar...tp xleh d amal kn slalu...xelok dlm perhubungan
Failed A Class: nop...
Screened Your Phone Calls: hahahhaaa...
Eaten Food Off The Floor:eeyyaakkk!!!never...
Stuck Gum Under A Desk:mse form 4 dlu...xsempat buang mse cikgu msuk...huhuhu
Wished You Were Someone Else:no..i luv my self...
Cried During A Movie:depend la...
Had A One Night Stand:y not...with my frens...
Had your heart broken?: yes...until now...
Had a good feeling about something?:when i'm reading a novel...
Had a near death experience: not yet...
Swam in freezing water:not yet..
Jumped off a house:naaaa.....wut 4?pintu kn de...ish3
Been attacked?:eemm..not yet...

Bungee jumped:omg! no way...

White water rafted:eemmm...dunno lew..

Surfed:not yet..

Lied about your age:never...

Broken a bone?:de mse umo 6 bulan dlu...