besday

27/08/09 1.27 a.m


semalam ari jadi kwn ak..."miss A"...so td kuar ngn dia n another frens lah...cm celebrate g2..tp "miss A" yg blanja...besday gal kne buli mlm ni..hahahah. dah lme x jmp dia...windu gak la kn..td dah bg present besday die...mjur present 2 smp ari ni...so smpt lew ksi kt dia..klu x..ntah ble nk bg ntah...hahaha. kuar td kje nye gelak jew...nek senak pwot nih..hahaha...da lme x gelak beso sbnr nye...hik2. klu tgk "SPONTAN" jew gelak beso..hik3...yg 2 mmg x kering gusi lew... dah pn 5 ari kte brepuasa...nk masuk ari ke-6...cepat gak mase 2 berlalu kn...alih2 jew dah bertukar ari,bertukar tarikh,bertukar minggu, bulan n tahun...bla...bla...bla...kdg2 kte xsedar yg kte byk membuang masa...membiar kn mse tersisa begitu aje...masa akn trus n trus berlalu tnpa menanti kte...dan msih ada lg yg ketinggalan kerana pemikiran yang cetek. ak ingin sekali mengundur masa yg lampau, kerana ada 1 bnd yg ingin ak ubah...1 bnd yg ak ingin sekali buang dlm sejarah idup ak...klu ak d beri peluang utk itu, akn ak pasti kn bnd 2 akn jauh ak buang...nun d hujung dunia. ak xmahu bnd 2 trus menghantui sepanjang idup ak...tp yg ak psti masa xakan berundur semula...kerana masa telah d tetap kn untuk trus maju kehadapan. dan ak akn terus maju kn diri ak seiring dgn peredaran masa...insya allah.

fasting month!!!!

24/08/09 11.39mlm


dah pn 3 ari dlm bulan ramadhan...ini bermakna dah 3ari umat islam menjalani ibadah puasa untuk tahun 2009 nih...alhamdulillah ak msh sehat walafiat utk menunaikan rukun islam ke-3 nih... insya allah... ak dah mula rindu kn kg halaman...teringin nk mkn masakan mama ak...huhuhu...kt cni pn ak da start masak...lgpn dah bosan mknan kt kedai...huhuhu...msk sndri lg puas ati...buka puasa ari ni ak masak ayam masak merah...boleh la...tp dpt gak pujian dr kakak ak...huhuhu...swonok masak ni sbnr nye... teringat waktu ak skol dlu...ya rabbi punya lah malas nk masak...slalu berperang la ngn mama ak klu bab masuk dapur nih. tiap2 petang mmg akan meletus la perang dunia(smp xtau perang dunia keberapa dah). mmg tiap2 ari dgr mama ak mmbebel jew la...hahahaha. waktu skol dulu ak cme tau wat biskut jew...tiap kali nk raya mst ak akn wat biskut utk family ak...swonok ble dpt pujian dr kakak2 ak yg len...bkn pe, puas ati sbb sume family ak suke ngn buatan tng ak...bkn sng nk puas kn ati org nih...tp ak suke jew nk wat biskut...xsaba nk blik kg nk uli tepung nih...oven dah memanggil2 ak dah nie...huhuhu... skrg ak dah berubah...ak bkn cm time skol dlu lg...sume kje umah takat ni ak lulus la...tp xtau dpt cop sirim ke x...hahahaha....tp de time ak mls gak...hak3...suka2 ati jew nk wat kje umah ekot mood..tih3x! klu bab masak skrg ni ak da x mls cm dlu lg dah...asal de bahan2 kt dapur jew ak sebat...ak masak jew pe yg ak rse nk masak...ak xde la pandai pn bab masak nih..tp tau la serba sedikit...klu ak masak...masakan 2 mst nme dia len dr yg asal...sbb ak masak x ekot resepi yg de..ak men boh jew pe yg ak rse nk boh...jnji sedap d makan...hahahaha.... td k.long ak bru bg resepi nk wat sambal kicap...agak len skit bahan2 nye...so may be sok ak try wat...nk mkn ngn ikan bakar...yummy!!!! xsabar lak nk tggu ptg sok...sahur nnt may b nk wat telur masak merah ke...sardin kew...emm ntah lew...ekot mood pagi nnt lew...skrg xleh nk rncg lg...sbb ak kurg suke rncg merancng nih...slalu x m'jd...ak ske yg jns on da spot jew...wat pe yg rse nk wat time 2...bru advanture...hahahaha... masak pn nk advanture gak kew?mcm2 la ak nih...hik3...sabo yo lah!!!!

mental breakdown!!!!

20/08/09
4.10 p.p

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you like
Im not real.
Didnt you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Heres what I have to say,
I was left to cry there
Waitin outside there
Grinnin with the lost stare,
Thats when I decided
Why should I care,
Cause you werent there,
When I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen.
Im startin to trip,
Im losin my grip
And Im in this thing alone.
Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebodys place?
When you turn around,
Can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
You used to hug me,
But that wasnt the case,
Everything wasnt okay.
I was left to cry there
Waitin outside there
Grinnin with the lost stare,
Thats when I decided
Why should I care?
Cause you werent there when I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen,
Im startin to trip Im losing my grip
And Im in this thing alone
Crying out loud
Im crying out loud
Open your eyes! Open up wide!
Why should I care?
Cause you werent there when I was scared
I was so alone (x2)


ak rse lagu ni seswai ngn mood ak ari nie...xtau la nape ak cm lost jew...damn!!!!!byk sgt yg ak pk kn...smp kdg2 ak da cm ilang arah lak...y??ak bnci ble ak d belenggu ngn prasaan yg sedih cm ni... fiuh!!!sedih???tp nape ak mst sedih??pe penyebab nye???soklan 2 ak sndr pn xde jwpn nye.... rse kehilangan ke? ya Allah...nape ak mst rse down cm ni??? how i need 2 cheer up myself??? wut i supposed 2 do??? arghhh!!!!!!! benci nye!!!! well...ak kne tng kn dri...tarik nafas dlm2(smbil tarik nafas)....berhenti utk sesaat(pause)....than hembus perlahan2(smbil m'hembus dgn tng nye)....ok! ak da tng skit skrg...chill....chill...fiuh...!!!!huhuhuhu... tp ntah la kn...mslh dtg n pergi...mslh timbul n tenggelam...tp jgn smp kte sndr lak yg tenggelam b'sme mslh...haru biru jd nye nnt...huhuhuhu...ntah la...ak xtau nk ckp cm ne ttg perasaan ak skrg...btl2 celaru...sume b'cmpur aduk...smp ak sndr xtau pe yg ak rse skrg...yg pntg ak cme rse down jew...!!!!!!!!!!!!

kehadiran nye sentiasa d nanti...

18/08/09
11.03mlm

xbape ari lg bln ramadhan akn tiba...yahuuuuu... best nye...mujur ak da ganti pose awal2 ari 2... thun lps gak ak brjaya wat pose 6...slalu klu wat mst xsmpt abeh nye...tp thun lps ahe nye dpt gak ak wat...swonok rse nye...klu ingt kn mse pose thun lps...time 2 ak part6..wat praktikal kt gym uitm...dok umah sewa ngn member2 yg len...best gak...ingt lak 2nd day pose ktorg pulun membeli juadah smp rm10 sorg...pastu mula la tolak mkn sne cni swuh org mkn...byk siot...hahahaha...mjur gak leh bwk ke sahur...so xde la membazir...after 2nd pose 2 bru la ktorg da reti budget bape hingit sorg nk beli juadah setiap ari...swonok lak ble d ingt kn...dok 1 table buka pose rmai2...kdg2 time 2 gak byk story nk d buka...gadoh pn de gak...mcm2 la...time duty ak kt gym juz beli mknan n buka pose kt gym jew...after solat 2 trus wat tarian "baby v.o.x-oo yun"...mmg ari2 klu bosan 2 je la kje ktorg kt gym...menari...mmg febret ak 2!!!!!2 je la cre nye utk kuar kn peluh...cycling mls, jogging pn mls...dancing je la kje nye...mujur gak time bln pose 2 xrmai yg dtg gym...so ktorg pulun la wat tarian...hahahaha...mmg besh sgt2!!!! mls la nk ingt yg lme2 ni...yg bkl tbe ni lak...arap2 cuti bulanan ak xla lme sgt...huhuhu...klu thun lps 6 ari jew...hope leh kekal sme je la...klu byk2 lak kang mls lak nk ganti...huhuhu...ngok tol ak nih... psl "miss B" ak da xrse pape lg da...ak da ok...kn ak da kte ak jap je mrh nie...mne leh lme2...mmg cm 2 kot style ak...xreti nk mrh org n xreti nk mrh lme2...tp klu ekot kn kata mama ak..ak ni jenis yg cepat marah tp cepat reda...2 yg mama ak ckp la...eemm ntah laa...btl la kot pe yg mama ak ckp. yea la lgpn org yg nmpk akn dri kte ni so diorg leh la judge cm ne fe'el prangai kte kn...ak accept je la...tp klu ekot pndpt ak la...ak ni panas baran kot...yea la,klu cpt marah 2 bknke pns baran nme nye?tp sumtime ak xtnjuk la klu ak mrh pn...sbb ak xtau nk mrh cm ne...2 mslh ak..huhuhu...ak lebih suke dok diam or wat xtau jew klu ak mrh...abeh2 x pn ak lepas la geram kt dinding kew...almari kew...bruk nye prangai...hahahaha...tp skrg ak rse ak da leh control da sume 2 kot...klu ak mrh pn plg2 x pn ak akn tulis kt 1paper than ak konyok2 kn paper 2...huhuhu...cre 2 sumtimes menjadi tau...cm lega jew lps wat cm 2...huhuhu...1 lg cre yg sng luah kn kt 1 botol yg berisi air...xkre la byk ke skit...jnji dlm botol 2 de air...luah kn sume pe yg kte rse kt ujung mulut botol 2...ckp je pe yg kte rse...pas abeh sume 2, buang air 2 kt mne kte suke...ngn cre 2 gak kte rse akn tng sbb sume 2 akn pergi n mngalir cm air 2...tp ak tau xsume org leh ngam ngn cara 2...blom cbe lom tau kn...dlu ak xcya pn cre cm 2 cm best n b'kesan..tp ble 1st time wat rse cm bnd 2 m'jd jew..kre ok la ak ble mrh n geram ak lepas kn kt bnde len n x melibat kn org len...kan3... laa...tbe2 ckp psl mrh2 ni nape lak...org tgh syok nk ckp psl bulan ramadhan ni...ish3...yg pntg 22hb ogos ni dah start pose dah...huhuhuhu...4 all my frens...selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan n menjalani ibadah ini dengan sempurna bg menunai kn rukun islam ni. salam ramadhan bulan kemuliaan pada sume....

sebuah ketetapan

13/08/09
1.01p.m

ari ni mendung...mendung spt ati ak...suram n kelam jew...bkn ak x ceria n x epy...tp ntah la...cm de sumthing wrong pd dri ak...mood ak lak cpt tol b'ubah2...nape ak jd cm 2?? de kwn ak ckp ak perlu kn sum1...tp ak rse ak x cm 2 kot...i don't need "sum1"...i juz need my frens...all my frens. kwn ak ckp lg dah tbe mse nye utk ak cri pengganti...kta dia lg ak xpatut trus idup sendirian tnpa "teman"...betul ke? ak rse lom mse nye lg utk ak cri pengganti kot...bg ak istilah pengganti 2 cm xkena jew...ak lebih suka istilah peneman...sbb bg ak pengganti 2 cme utk m'ganti kn yg lme...kn cm x best 2.ak xnk "org baru" nnt terasa ati sbb anggap dia sbg pengganti...eemm...lbh seswai guna peneman...ataupun teman baru...ganti2 ni xbest lgsg. cm brg sparepart lak...kn..kn..kn???huhuhu.
xksh la pe kwn ak nk ckp...tp bg ak wat mse ni lom seswai utk ak involve sume 2...byk lg bnd len yg ak kna pk...ak lom sedia lg nk lakukan "pengorbanan" pd sebuah hubungan yg xtentu hala tuju nya. baik ak berkorban pd 1 bnd yg ak tau baik buruk nye. ak xnk rase nyesal n sakit lg...so biar lah keadaab ak cm ni...sbb ak tau ak epy ngn kehidupan ak skrg ni...single is simple, double is trouble..ayt ni ak amek dr Anne DJ Hot.Fm...klakar lak ak dgr dia ckp cm 2...tp ok gak...huhuhu....tp klu da smp seru n jodoh ak..saat 2 ak pasti ak terima dia ngn ati yg t'buka n penuh ngn keredhaan. insya allah...sbb ak tau, sejauh mne pn ak elak kn bnd 2...sume 2 pasti akn t'jd gak sbb ia telah di tetap kn d LOH MAHFUZ lg...cme kte yg b'usha utk mngubah nye. ak sedar 2 sume...ak trima takdir idup ak ngn redha n penuh kesyukuran sbb smp ke saat ni ak masih mmpu utk bertahan menempuhi sgla cabaran n dugaan dr-NYA.
syukur kehadrad Ilahi sbb masih mengizin kn ak utk trus kn idup d'bumi yg aman ini (malaysia la kn)...
kwn2 yg len msh d belenggu oleh mslh msg2...ak hanya dpt bantu pe yg ak mampu jew...cyan lak kwn2 2...tp ye la kn...sume org de mslh sndr...ak pn x terkecuali...tp pd ak...mslh ak adalah mslh ak...ak xnk libat kn sape2 pn dlm hal ak...let me handle it!!!!! 2 yg ak pegang slame ini. sampai saat ni jgk ak rse ak msh mampu utk settle kn nye sndr...insya allah.
aku arap gak kwn2 ak yg len ak tenang dlm hadapi sbrg mslh...ak arap diorg akan pk baik n buruk ble wat decision...jgn ekot kn ati n nafsu...i'm really hope they will be fine!!!!!! may Allah bless them...amin.

not feeling well

12/08/2008
1.49 p.m

dah 4 ari bad flu n cough! 10/8 ari 2 teman kn akak2 ak g shpping...fuh!!!lembik kaki ak jap...dr pg bwk ke ptg...huhuhu...da lme x g shpping lme cm 2...tired gile...ngn flu lg...cough lg...xslesa...mjur dlm aircond...xlah rse sgt...klu tgh2 pns mmg ak x ekot...huhuhu....
well that day akak ak yg kt ampang tu bg present kasut smpena besday ak ari 2...da lme ak tringin nk pkai ladies shoes,,,ahe nye dpt gak...gewdiks tol la ak ni eah...sneakers dah de nk gak de ladies shoes nye...ish3...alaa xpe la kn...ak nk try gak cm ne pkai kasut pompuan ni...lgpn ak kn pompuan, ble lg ak nk try kn..xkn slamenye ak nk pkai sneakers jew...hahahhaha...try 2 change sumthing new la plak kn...ari 2 akak ak yg s.alam ni da kasi 1set gelang n cincin yg ak idam2 kn ari 2...besh siot...huhuhu...dpt pe yg ak nk...hik3...alhamdulillah, syukur sgt2.
td kuar g settle resume ngn Agro Bank...hope dpt la kt c2 nnt...insya allah...lemah tol rse bdn nie... sakit kpla pn yea...tu la nk jgk ngadap laptop ni kan...nasib la...hahahaha...
ak kesian kn kwn ak "miss A"...dia byk tol prob...ngn ex-bf die...cyan die...ak tau die xleh nk trime kenyataan...tp ak pn tau die mst kuat utk tempuh sume dugaan nie...lgpn sume 2 cabaran utk kte trus matang dlm m'jalani kehidupan nie...kn? ak doa sgt2 kt die moga2 dia akn jd seorg yg kuat n tabah...mcm ak ke?ak ni tabah ke?wallahuallam la kn...takat ni ak msh kuat kn semangat utk tempuh sgla cubaan n dugaan yg dtg...jatuh n bangun akn ak tggung sndri...well... must take a risk!!!!

ari yg agak sadis....

09/08/09
11.20 mlm

hadoi la...ari ni xpsl2 kne demam jap...mjur la jap jew... alhamdulillah...so dok umah je lah ari ni...kpla pn sakit...sadis sggh...wiso lak klu de kaitn ngn penyakit ygb tgh hangat menular skrg ni... arap xde la kot...insya allah...
smlm hangout ngn my fren g tgk muve...ALIENS IN THE ATTIC...mmg best gile cite 2...mmg gelak b'dekah2 gak la...mmg senak pwot asyk gelak dr awal smp abes...dasat yg amat lah...rse nye klu bg ak tgk 4,5 kli pn xksh...sbb cite 2 mmg funny sgt2...ngn plakon yg cute...mmg layan abes la kn...rugi sape yg x g tgk cite 2...huhuhu....
kehidupan ak b'jln spt bese...dmm ari ni xde la mslh besa bg ak pn...msh lg leh thn...xlah truk sgt... selsema msh lg x brenti...tp msh lg undercontrol...insya allah...2,3 ari lg baik lah kot...amin.
"new fren" yg ak bru knl 2 ssmjak 2menjak ni asyk call ak...yea la org tgh dpt call/sms free kn... so dr kerugian x guna...bek guna kn...hahaha...lyn kn aje...time ak ari 2 pn brape org je ak call...bkn pe ak xde mood nk borak sbb tgh PMS...ari2 last bru hegeh2 nk call org...nasib la badan. well ak ttp layan je "new fren" 2...even x pnh jmp pn lg...tp ak xksh...sbb org msh sudi utk kwn ngn ak yg x seberapa ni...alhamdulillah.
skrg ak rse b'slh kt sorg kwn ak...td dia ade call ak tp ak ckp kasar ngn dia...ak bkn sngaja...ak kn tgh demam...pastu nk kne ckp kuat2 sbb tmpt dia bising...ntah la...asyk moody je ak ni ngn dia... bkn sengaja pn td...mmg ak x larat sgt...nnt la ak mntk maaf ngn dia...xbaik kn ak wat kwn ak cm 2...?slalu lyn dia ngn kasar...eemmm ntah la...pe la sikap ak ni...buruk beno...ish3...
pasal my bestestfren lak..."miss B"...ak kecik ati ngn dia sbb ak lgsg xleh nk ckp ngn dia dlm mggu ni...ble ak call, kta nye tipun tggl la...pe la...ntah la...ak nk mrh je kt dia...tp ak xtau nk mrh cm ne...ak da kwn ngn dia hampir baya ngn umo ak...ak da knl dia dr kecik lg...da membesar sme2, men sme2...mcm2 da ktorg kongsi spnjg 23thun ktorg knl...tp lately ni dia wat ak kecik ati...ak tau ari 2 dia de dmm..tp pas 2,3 ari dia kata da ok...so ble ak try call lgsg x b'angkat...mmg dia wat ak ilang mood je..ak nk trus terang yg ak geram kt dia...tp ak xsmp ati lak.lgpn ak xnk "miss B" pk ak ni seorg kwn yg kejam. ptt ke ak mrh n kecik ati ngn "miss B"??? ak pn xtau pe nak wat da...ble ak pk2 blik...xde pe yg ak dpt klu mrh2 ni...tp smp ble ak nk pndm rse geram ak ni...ak pn de ati n prasaan gak...xkn ak jew yg nk jga ati n prasaan kwn2 ak... diorg pn ptt wat bnd yg sme la...sbb ak ni manusia bese cm diorg gak...tp ntah la...mgkin 2,3 ari lg ok la kot mood ak nie...bkn bnd besar sgt utk ak mrh2 kn?rse nye ok la kot nnt...tgk la cmne..

adeyyyy

08/08/09

adeh...ari ni kena selsema lak...ngn sakit tekak...mjur la xbatuk...2 satu2 nye penyakit yg ak xsuke...klu selsema n sakit tekak ak leh thn lg...insya allah. agak xslesa la jgk ble keadaan mcm ni...tp nk wat cm ne kn...ma ak ckp klu sakit 2 Allah s.w.t akan hapus kn dosa2 kecil...alhamdulillah kurg2 la skit bebanan kt bahu kiri kn...hahahaha...ye la manusia idup kt atas dunia ni xlari dr wat silap n wat dosa...even kecil skali pn.ak lak?ak as a hamba yg kerdil ni pn mmg x t'lepas dr sume 2...
tp klu sakit xelok mengeluh kn?bkn niat ak utk mengeluh ttg selsema n sakit tekak yg ak kena skrg ni, tp juz nk luah kn kt blog ni jew...xde niat pn...sbb ak tau pe jua kejadian yg b'laku pd kte ni mst de hikmah d sebalik nye...insya allah. smlm besday "new fren"...so ak da wish utk dia...besday ak ari 2 pn dia wish gak...thanks 2 him. smlm gak borak ngn my ex-bf, cm bese la klu borak ngn die mmg x sah klu x gaduh...de jew bnd yg x kne...tp ak ttp slesa kwn ngn die...alhamdulillah ak rse syukur sbb ktorg stilll leh jd fren.die pn dah de gf...ak epy utk die. xde pe yg wat ak tmbh epy selain tgk kwn2 ak epy.rse nye die lah ex-bf yg plg rapat ngn ak b;bnding yg len. yea la, ktorg mula as a fren...n why not ending pn as fren gak...xslh kn...slagi org nk kwn ngn ak slagi tu gak ak akn kwn ngn org 2...
lgpn ak da xde kwn utk gado..ngn die gak la ak slalu gado wat ilang bosan ni...hahahaha...swonok.
smlm gak gayut ngn ikan..she is my fren...my ex-roomate...n also 1 of my besfren.da lme x borak2 ngn dia...byk gak dia update story kt ak...almaklumlah...ak ni jrg nk tau cite psl rakan2 len...hahahaha x amek port la kata kn...klu org cite ak dgr la...kn..kn..kn...swonok de kwn rmai nie...mcm2 story leh kongsi...
sorg lg kwn ak yg keje kt ukm tgh sedey sbb die bru kematian kucing kesygn nye...nme nye PUT..well klu da ajal nk wat cm ne kn.ak tmpg sedey utk kwn ak 2...aja.
my the bestestfren yg kt puncak alam lak tgh demam...cyan gak kt die...arap2 die akan pulih cpt. yea lah skrg kn pnyakit H1N1 ni tgh hangat menular kt sluruh Malaysia...ak nk kuar pn takut gak...eemmm...wiso sbb kt umah ak ni de baby...kang x psl2 baby pn kne..nauzubillah.klu leh elak kn lah!

ak arap sgt2 sume kwn2 ak b'ada dlm keadaan sihat walafiat sume nye...jauh kn lah diorg dr sgala bhya penyakit.amin....

my belated besday...

07/08/09

well...dah brape ari ak x update blog ak...bkn pe...tgh xde mood...PMS la katakan...adat la kn jd pompuan...3hb ogos ari 2 besday ak yg ke-23 thun...alhamdulillah ak msh lg meneruskan kehidupan ini dgn berkat doa restu family serta dgn kehendak Ilahi Yang Maha Esa...kini ak sudah menginjak ke angka yg bru lak...ak ingt nk update blog ak ari 2, tp yea lah...ble mood ntah ke mne...sume pn x jd ape...jgn kata nk update blog, nk celebrate besday ak ari 2 pn xde mood gak... wutever pn ak ttp epy sbb my frens ttp wish besday ak...thanks 2 all my frens yg msh sudi utk ingt n wish besday ak..
year by year become older...not just a year older, but a year better...huhuhu...i like this sentences... here's to another years of experiences...ak suke ngn ayat Jerry M.Right "the first sign of maturity is the discovery thet the volume knob also trun to the left"...so tafsir kn lah sndr oleh fikiran anda pe mksud d sebalik ayat 2...
klu psl umo ni ak lgsg xksh pn mkin ari mkin nek...dah lumrah kn...ak jgk xphm nape sesetgh org xsuke expose diorg nye umo...kdg2 yg tua ngaku muda yg muda lak ngaku tua...pe yg ssh sgt nk ngaku umo sbnr?pe yg de d sebalik umo 2?ak pn xphm apa yg diorg nk sorok kn ttg umo diorg...
mata manusia ni xlah sempurna utk menilai umo seseorg dari segi mental nye...may b secara fizikal leh lah...2 pn secara rambang...not exactly rite.
psl diorg 2 ak xksh la...msg2 nye cara...de yg nk nmpk muda dr usia sbnr n de gak yg nk nmpk tua even usia bru setahun jagung...4 me...age is juz a number...aged is strictly a case of mind over matter. if u don't mind it doesn't matter...if u want to look young n thin, hang aroung with old fat people...but smp ble kte nk sembunyi d sebalik org len...idup d balik byg2 org...it's sound so scary...cm x matured lak kn...eemm bg ak umo pn bkn ukuran pd kematangan...certain people matang b4 usia ssepatutnye...certain people lak sepatutnye dah matang tapi x matang2 gak. kdg2 sume 2 d pengaruhi oleh environtment n sorrounding...rs enye sume org tau kot psl 2...
every year on our besday, we got a chance 2 start new...why not in our besday gak kte try utk tnm azam...xslh pn kn...x semestinye nk msuk thun baru je asyk nk tnm azam...tp x de hasil gak tanaman 2...pe kata in our besday gak kte renew blik azam yg x m'jd 2 jika target 2 lom lps lg dr besday kte...why not kn? xsalah pn...
well...everything depend on people la...ak juz bg pendapat jew...utarakan pe yg de dlm fikiran ak skrg...sempena umo ak pn dah meningkat ni, ak hope sgt2 ak akn success dlm bidang yg sdg n akan ceburi nnt...insya allah...ak nk jd wanita yg success dlm idup...amin...doa2 kn lah utk ak gak eak...n my prayer oweyz 4 all my frens...amin...